Just drinking a nice hot lemon and ginger
Pine needles and lavender
A nice tea for the morning
in my grenade glass that I got from
local shop
This glass comes from
Some Polish mustard. I walked into the convenience store and I went to the back section
And I saw this glass man and
You know, I don't really eat mustard. So I took out the mustard, but I kept the glass
perfect size for my hand
Really nice
I might get me another one
but sometimes good things
That are packaged good doesn't mean they're good for you at the start of the year at a colleague tell me
Because they were supposed to come up to the
Company dinner
that we had planned and he was the one that you know sorted it out and
Got the 20 people together, you know booked all the tables and you know the food and
You know she's she left them and all that shit, you know, mm-hmm
But it didn't it didn't show up and then it wasn't until probably
Coming up to two months
After the new year
The Gregorian New Year, you know that he we got to speak my sister was as yo where you been man
You know, you sorted this shit out and you didn't even see show up man. That's not right
Even though the smoke barbecue chicken was drier than mole fucker, you know and
We didn't even get dessert. So fuck slug and lettuce man. Fuck slug and lettuce
You know how you know I'm not gonna give us a three-course meal with no dessert man bullshit, man
So he goes, you know, I was going through some
Some personal family troubles
In delvin a little bit deeper to what he was going through it told me that you know, he was actually going through
the major depression
Because his mom and dad
Both passed away in the last three years
All of a sudden at the same time with no reasoning
That could only mean one thing
And I am loathe to not being able to speak clearly with my colleague about this situation
And the situation is this
There's only one reason there's only one reason for the cause of sudden death
And once you hear those two words, you know where I'm going with this
How can I say it to a normal person that your mom and dad talking to jabs and died?
All of a sudden and we know I know
You know, I know personally like for example my
One of my former seafoos in Wing Chun
He lives in stoke stoke on Trent's area, you know
His most favorite student died when he was 30 in his 30s man died on his wedding day
And my seafoos watch this young man
Take the first jab the second the third all the way to
I think it was the fourth one and he died
And I've seen I've heard many others
Have I seen
Actually with my own eyes I haven't but because of the close proximity of the people around me with their
Experiences with their family members or friends or whoever, you know
This is truth
But not everyone has a pension for truth and they pay me when I heard him say this to me
I know so this is him on this girlfriend now in this world
Of course, you know, he's got his in-laws and all shit all sorts. They're not married
But might as well, you know, keep keep talking to talking about her as a missus, you know
English people love doing this shit, man
They love to lay claim to two things not yet. There's you know, it's a hereditary thing, I guess but
You kind of made me think man
about
where I am with all of this my
my dichotomy with the world of the deluded and
And the world of fake Korea and all of this
And I always feel I'm like the lone lights just walking in darkness
You know
And how can you
How can you
Speak to the people who don't want to know
You don't have a broad perspective on things and
They base
What they know what they believe in on the data and Intel that they've accumulated throughout life
And I asked myself now, what would the gods do?
What what would the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas do I grew up around spirits
and
Eastern East Altarism and
Buddhism in my life throughout my life and
as a young man, I would often delve into stories of
Deities like Chinese deities how they were, you know, and I would
scour records
documented records or
Mortal records of these deities if you can find them, you know
you hear some from folk stories you hear from actual
recountations of
you know meeting these
Deities, you know, like and I'm talking about
documents or things that are written at least
2000 years ago and then during that time all the way till now. We still have people that are
Or they have the capabilities to meet, you know these deities, you know whether in dreams
Whether in actual spiritual cultivation in the moment's notice they find themselves when they're walking the streets
When they just hear a voice
They smell some fragrance that's otherworldly and
Some people can actually see from one world to the other when they look into the sky. They see it
They see fucking dragons
They see fucking flying, you know when when people taking aeroplanes they look outside, you know, and they see clouds and they
other people see different shit, man
Different shit up there same down here, man in the earthly realms
Spirits walking around with red faces green faces one face to face
Four face one arms two arms. They're hiding in trees
They're hiding in bins. They're hiding in dark alleys. They're hiding in fucking arcades bowling alleys
nightclubs toilets all this shit my
massage parlors
You know, I my colleagues tell me at the workplace the sparkels that
Some of them see goes all of them. No fucking goes there Indian girls Punjabi girls
Jamaican girls tell me that are there's a fucking doppy in the fucking back room and fucking be careful
I just walk in there to start giving them a ear beating, you know, the system's fucked
I talk on a totally different subject. This system's fucked fuck the government fuck the Rothschild
Fuck them baby drinking blood drinking, you know, I just go in there just give them an ear beating
They don't bother me, but I feel it, you know
But it all makes me makes me think what would the guards do
And to be honest with you, I don't really know too much about the guards even though I grew up in temples and
Spent the formative years 20 years
Shadowing my father learning Chinese magics
Talisman magics all these things and of course along the way you learn about like guards and shit like that
And you wonder man like how these mortal men
How were they? How was lau zu when it was on this mortal world in this human world?
Was he aloof?
Was he like fucking no weirdo, you know in the mountains, you know counting berries and shit or was he like
Doing some crazy shit, you know
Engaged in some elixir of immortality kind of
And the thing, you know or like what would the later people that were
given
The dirty ranks, how are they people like Guan Yu from the three kingdoms jiu ge liang the attack the strategic
genius, you know
Or people like what at all the
The celestial healer all these people how were they
You know, how were the eight celestials bat seen? How were they, you know
And you go into these stories man, and you can't help but kind of see things from a very Taoistic point because most
I'm talking about like
In the cycle of samsara man, you know, you got six paths the human realms right in the middle
You know, and then above you got the celestial bullfuckers, you know
I shouldn't I shouldn't say that I should be respectful
You got the celestial beings
And they do their own thing, you know
But still they have
Because of their spiritual cultivation
They've unlocked or not unlocked because unlocked really means that you've lost it to begin with but
It was never lost it was there they regain the capabilities of their six senses their eyes that is their tongue
their tactile sensitivities their bodies
their
Memories their consciousness that can go back
Thousands thousands of lifetimes and these are your small deities
And then when you go up the chain and then you know higher into the
Samsara, you know the closer you get to the ceiling before you break through, you know, you remember more
much more much much more
You're remembering lifetimes in eons in
Calpas big Calpas medium Calpas small Calpas and one small Calpas like 16 million years
You know and how many small Calpas make a medium how many mediums make a make a make a big one
And then you break through samsara and then you basically you got you've unlocked the cloud cloud, you know kind of
unlimited
Going way back way back timeless. That's where that's where the timeless thing comes from there is no time, you know
So at any point these beings man, whether it is the lower celestial beings, they can be everywhere or nowhere
You know, they can do one thing they can change the elements they can they can use they can produce water within fire
You know, they can change the the properties of things
They can go they can be in one place and then just by taking few steps
They could be in the celestial realms what can talk about public transport man them, you know, they can talk to you
Through distances they can
All these but how were these beings before as mortal men and what made them go onto that path of
Leaving the world behind was that they
Saw that the world was just too much that they can't help it that
Might as well fucking do themselves and you know become someone and then come back to the realm like you know and help the world
with their newfound abilities like in the
The hero's journey they talk about coming back with it elixir, you know, maybe that's it they come back man, you know
You look at all the most of the Taoist gods, you know, they're the same, you know like the same
So it made me think man when
And it's been six years on this has happened. I have
Always kept it in my mind that you know, this this I want to help people. That's just where I
Why I stepped out
Like at the start of 2021 when I learned the truth. I was also in the days
You know when she kicked off in March 2020. It took me to like
July till I really woke up at the same year 2020 during those four months
I was just playing Fallout New Vegas fully modded with graphical overhauls and shit. So I was busy
I was you know, going back to the Mojave desert
So I was busy, but when I woke up man from 2021
well
from July 2020 to now I've never really stopped and
The feeling of this injustice in this world
That has been happening
Not just in the last couple years, but even prior to that man
I'm not talking about like all the way to 9 11 days. That's that's got none to do with me, man
That's an inside job. I'm gonna fuck about that shit, you know
But I mean things that pertain to me my culture Hong Kong
2020 2017 2018 2019 what my people went through and then this whole shit
So the sense of injustice is strong. It's still strong and I question myself
But where do I stand with all of this man? Where am I? Who am I with all of this?
And ultimately man other I
Guess the motivation for me even stepping out and putting myself on the fire
And I allow myself to be in the situation where you know all vultures or
Poisons everything revealed themselves why go through all that trouble when I could just could have kept my mouth shut
Just plodded along like I know a few true the friends. They've done that. They chose that path man
My brother Peter man, you know designed to just plod along, you know, he accepted his truth
Which he calls the truth and the truth is to him is he can't do shit
You can't do shit the world's fucked
You might as well just live a happy life with his gay partner. I dig it, you know, you know, I don't I don't I don't condemn it
But for me that shit don't wash man, that's just shit just don't wash
Because I think about the deities that you know
I stood before in the temples when I was young when I used to go what is called temple hunting, you know, I
Used to live in temples frequent temples all over Asia
I spent more time in temples and in schools
I spent more time on tile temple floors cold floors in front of statues and
Insets with no one around more than any place, you know, I spent more time reading sutras old
documents from ancient times, you know writings or
Manuals left by like deities more than any literature asked me about Shakespeare
I don't fucking know. He asked me about the elixir of immortality. I can I can point you where
I'm that type of person, you know, I'm different. What would the gods do?
Especially like the Taoist gods
Because the Taoist gods are the most
relatable
because they still have human traits and
They Taoism's all about true Taoism's all about I'm Buddhist. I'm Mahayana. I'm pure land Buddhism, you know
And Sukhavati is where I want to be
You know, that's where I want to return to
You know and meet the Buddha himself and
Learn from him and be able to save sentient beings. That's what I want to do, you know
This is a fantasy to to even say this but hey
But the gods out there man
They all probably had the same inclination
But knowing that the world is too fucked. They just went on their own way
So Taoism was all about the human experience
Not about spirituality. Not about, you know, Taoism was originally a
spiritual discipline that
Basically these guys were wizards of reality. They knew how to bend reality and then through
This means they achieve minor minor very minor enlightenment, you know
Until they met the Buddha's and got the bigger lessons and shit
But in delving into the celestials man, they also want to help the world
But they can't
So they just go their own way if people can listen listen if they don't want to listen
They just do their own thing and I guess Zhang Zichuang Xu
You know when he wrote carefree wonderings, siew yuou, what a great little piece of work
Probably that's the mindset to have carefree wonderings
I can say so because in the last six years, I have been active in trying to wake people up
Forming communities actually put in financial investments
resource investment and everything
Everything did not work out trust broken financially broken, you know, betray everything
So I can I can say now six years later. I'm gonna take a step back because I've done the work
I have been doing the work non-stop
But taking the step back is just a tactic
you know
Rather than now going full speed smacking myself into wars and running myself into sword trees and you know like
Running into burning fires and
now
my
Philosophy is this
Anyone that comes before me that wants to hear the truth
I will have a place and I will speak the truth. I will direct you to the truth. That's where my website comes in
If you don't want to know I just want to talk about it
And I'll just watch you die
Very simple people coming out with blood clots
They'll come coming out with stage four cancer still coming out with all these fucking so-called long cold vid
Whatever they're still talking about this shit all over you want to listen listen. Don't listen. I'll watch you die easy
Let's go on my own way, you know, and then if I do return to your grave mound
I was I would pay my respects
And I will honor your life
By remembering the others that I can help
This is I guess the Wuxia spirit if you know what Wuxia means there
you know
Check it out wuxia two words w u wu means Marshall
sia
That's Mandarin Z an X. I a sia
You know that means
vigilante the Marshall vigilante is a whole genre in Chinese fiction
wuxia, you know
The vagabond Marshall vigilante
Mm-hmm