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Just drinking a nice hot lemon and ginger

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Pine needles and lavender

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A nice tea for the morning

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in my grenade glass that I got from

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local shop

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This glass comes from

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Some Polish mustard. I walked into the convenience store and I went to the back section

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And I saw this glass man and

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You know, I don't really eat mustard. So I took out the mustard, but I kept the glass

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perfect size for my hand

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Really nice

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I might get me another one

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but sometimes good things

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That are packaged good doesn't mean they're good for you at the start of the year at a colleague tell me

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Because they were supposed to come up to the

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Company dinner

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that we had planned and he was the one that you know sorted it out and

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Got the 20 people together, you know booked all the tables and you know the food and

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You know she's she left them and all that shit, you know, mm-hmm

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But it didn't it didn't show up and then it wasn't until probably

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Coming up to two months

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After the new year

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The Gregorian New Year, you know that he we got to speak my sister was as yo where you been man

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You know, you sorted this shit out and you didn't even see show up man. That's not right

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Even though the smoke barbecue chicken was drier than mole fucker, you know and

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We didn't even get dessert. So fuck slug and lettuce man. Fuck slug and lettuce

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You know how you know I'm not gonna give us a three-course meal with no dessert man bullshit, man

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So he goes, you know, I was going through some

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Some personal family troubles

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In delvin a little bit deeper to what he was going through it told me that you know, he was actually going through

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the major depression

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Because his mom and dad

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Both passed away in the last three years

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All of a sudden at the same time with no reasoning

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That could only mean one thing

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And I am loathe to not being able to speak clearly with my colleague about this situation

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And the situation is this

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There's only one reason there's only one reason for the cause of sudden death

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And once you hear those two words, you know where I'm going with this

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How can I say it to a normal person that your mom and dad talking to jabs and died?

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All of a sudden and we know I know

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You know, I know personally like for example my

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One of my former seafoos in Wing Chun

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He lives in stoke stoke on Trent's area, you know

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His most favorite student died when he was 30 in his 30s man died on his wedding day

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And my seafoos watch this young man

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Take the first jab the second the third all the way to

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I think it was the fourth one and he died

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And I've seen I've heard many others

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Have I seen

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Actually with my own eyes I haven't but because of the close proximity of the people around me with their

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Experiences with their family members or friends or whoever, you know

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This is truth

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But not everyone has a pension for truth and they pay me when I heard him say this to me

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I know so this is him on this girlfriend now in this world

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Of course, you know, he's got his in-laws and all shit all sorts. They're not married

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But might as well, you know, keep keep talking to talking about her as a missus, you know

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English people love doing this shit, man

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They love to lay claim to two things not yet. There's you know, it's a hereditary thing, I guess but

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You kind of made me think man

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about

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where I am with all of this my

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my dichotomy with the world of the deluded and

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And the world of fake Korea and all of this

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And I always feel I'm like the lone lights just walking in darkness

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You know

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And how can you

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How can you

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Speak to the people who don't want to know

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You don't have a broad perspective on things and

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They base

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What they know what they believe in on the data and Intel that they've accumulated throughout life

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And I asked myself now, what would the gods do?

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What what would the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas do I grew up around spirits

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and

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Eastern East Altarism and

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Buddhism in my life throughout my life and

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as a young man, I would often delve into stories of

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Deities like Chinese deities how they were, you know, and I would

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scour records

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documented records or

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Mortal records of these deities if you can find them, you know

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you hear some from folk stories you hear from actual

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recountations of

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you know meeting these

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Deities, you know, like and I'm talking about

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documents or things that are written at least

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2000 years ago and then during that time all the way till now. We still have people that are

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Or they have the capabilities to meet, you know these deities, you know whether in dreams

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Whether in actual spiritual cultivation in the moment's notice they find themselves when they're walking the streets

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When they just hear a voice

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They smell some fragrance that's otherworldly and

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Some people can actually see from one world to the other when they look into the sky. They see it

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They see fucking dragons

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They see fucking flying, you know when when people taking aeroplanes they look outside, you know, and they see clouds and they

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other people see different shit, man

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Different shit up there same down here, man in the earthly realms

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Spirits walking around with red faces green faces one face to face

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Four face one arms two arms. They're hiding in trees

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They're hiding in bins. They're hiding in dark alleys. They're hiding in fucking arcades bowling alleys

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nightclubs toilets all this shit my

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massage parlors

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You know, I my colleagues tell me at the workplace the sparkels that

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Some of them see goes all of them. No fucking goes there Indian girls Punjabi girls

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Jamaican girls tell me that are there's a fucking doppy in the fucking back room and fucking be careful

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I just walk in there to start giving them a ear beating, you know, the system's fucked

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I talk on a totally different subject. This system's fucked fuck the government fuck the Rothschild

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Fuck them baby drinking blood drinking, you know, I just go in there just give them an ear beating

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They don't bother me, but I feel it, you know

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But it all makes me makes me think what would the guards do

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And to be honest with you, I don't really know too much about the guards even though I grew up in temples and

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Spent the formative years 20 years

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Shadowing my father learning Chinese magics

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Talisman magics all these things and of course along the way you learn about like guards and shit like that

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And you wonder man like how these mortal men

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How were they? How was lau zu when it was on this mortal world in this human world?

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Was he aloof?

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Was he like fucking no weirdo, you know in the mountains, you know counting berries and shit or was he like

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Doing some crazy shit, you know

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Engaged in some elixir of immortality kind of

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And the thing, you know or like what would the later people that were

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given

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The dirty ranks, how are they people like Guan Yu from the three kingdoms jiu ge liang the attack the strategic

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genius, you know

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Or people like what at all the

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The celestial healer all these people how were they

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You know, how were the eight celestials bat seen? How were they, you know

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And you go into these stories man, and you can't help but kind of see things from a very Taoistic point because most

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I'm talking about like

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In the cycle of samsara man, you know, you got six paths the human realms right in the middle

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You know, and then above you got the celestial bullfuckers, you know

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I shouldn't I shouldn't say that I should be respectful

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You got the celestial beings

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And they do their own thing, you know

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But still they have

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Because of their spiritual cultivation

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They've unlocked or not unlocked because unlocked really means that you've lost it to begin with but

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It was never lost it was there they regain the capabilities of their six senses their eyes that is their tongue

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their tactile sensitivities their bodies

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their

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Memories their consciousness that can go back

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Thousands thousands of lifetimes and these are your small deities

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And then when you go up the chain and then you know higher into the

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Samsara, you know the closer you get to the ceiling before you break through, you know, you remember more

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much more much much more

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You're remembering lifetimes in eons in

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Calpas big Calpas medium Calpas small Calpas and one small Calpas like 16 million years

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You know and how many small Calpas make a medium how many mediums make a make a make a big one

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And then you break through samsara and then you basically you got you've unlocked the cloud cloud, you know kind of

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unlimited

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Going way back way back timeless. That's where that's where the timeless thing comes from there is no time, you know

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So at any point these beings man, whether it is the lower celestial beings, they can be everywhere or nowhere

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You know, they can do one thing they can change the elements they can they can use they can produce water within fire

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You know, they can change the the properties of things

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They can go they can be in one place and then just by taking few steps

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They could be in the celestial realms what can talk about public transport man them, you know, they can talk to you

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Through distances they can

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All these but how were these beings before as mortal men and what made them go onto that path of

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Leaving the world behind was that they

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Saw that the world was just too much that they can't help it that

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Might as well fucking do themselves and you know become someone and then come back to the realm like you know and help the world

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with their newfound abilities like in the

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The hero's journey they talk about coming back with it elixir, you know, maybe that's it they come back man, you know

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You look at all the most of the Taoist gods, you know, they're the same, you know like the same

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So it made me think man when

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And it's been six years on this has happened. I have

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Always kept it in my mind that you know, this this I want to help people. That's just where I

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Why I stepped out

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Like at the start of 2021 when I learned the truth. I was also in the days

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You know when she kicked off in March 2020. It took me to like

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July till I really woke up at the same year 2020 during those four months

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I was just playing Fallout New Vegas fully modded with graphical overhauls and shit. So I was busy

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I was you know, going back to the Mojave desert

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So I was busy, but when I woke up man from 2021

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well

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from July 2020 to now I've never really stopped and

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The feeling of this injustice in this world

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That has been happening

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Not just in the last couple years, but even prior to that man

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I'm not talking about like all the way to 9 11 days. That's that's got none to do with me, man

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That's an inside job. I'm gonna fuck about that shit, you know

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But I mean things that pertain to me my culture Hong Kong

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2020 2017 2018 2019 what my people went through and then this whole shit

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So the sense of injustice is strong. It's still strong and I question myself

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But where do I stand with all of this man? Where am I? Who am I with all of this?

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And ultimately man other I

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Guess the motivation for me even stepping out and putting myself on the fire

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And I allow myself to be in the situation where you know all vultures or

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Poisons everything revealed themselves why go through all that trouble when I could just could have kept my mouth shut

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Just plodded along like I know a few true the friends. They've done that. They chose that path man

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My brother Peter man, you know designed to just plod along, you know, he accepted his truth

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Which he calls the truth and the truth is to him is he can't do shit

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You can't do shit the world's fucked

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You might as well just live a happy life with his gay partner. I dig it, you know, you know, I don't I don't I don't condemn it

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But for me that shit don't wash man, that's just shit just don't wash

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Because I think about the deities that you know

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I stood before in the temples when I was young when I used to go what is called temple hunting, you know, I

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Used to live in temples frequent temples all over Asia

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I spent more time in temples and in schools

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I spent more time on tile temple floors cold floors in front of statues and

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Insets with no one around more than any place, you know, I spent more time reading sutras old

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documents from ancient times, you know writings or

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Manuals left by like deities more than any literature asked me about Shakespeare

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I don't fucking know. He asked me about the elixir of immortality. I can I can point you where

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I'm that type of person, you know, I'm different. What would the gods do?

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Especially like the Taoist gods

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Because the Taoist gods are the most

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relatable

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because they still have human traits and

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They Taoism's all about true Taoism's all about I'm Buddhist. I'm Mahayana. I'm pure land Buddhism, you know

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And Sukhavati is where I want to be

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You know, that's where I want to return to

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You know and meet the Buddha himself and

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Learn from him and be able to save sentient beings. That's what I want to do, you know

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This is a fantasy to to even say this but hey

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But the gods out there man

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They all probably had the same inclination

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But knowing that the world is too fucked. They just went on their own way

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So Taoism was all about the human experience

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Not about spirituality. Not about, you know, Taoism was originally a

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spiritual discipline that

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Basically these guys were wizards of reality. They knew how to bend reality and then through

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This means they achieve minor minor very minor enlightenment, you know

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Until they met the Buddha's and got the bigger lessons and shit

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But in delving into the celestials man, they also want to help the world

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But they can't

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So they just go their own way if people can listen listen if they don't want to listen

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They just do their own thing and I guess Zhang Zichuang Xu

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You know when he wrote carefree wonderings, siew yuou, what a great little piece of work

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Probably that's the mindset to have carefree wonderings

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I can say so because in the last six years, I have been active in trying to wake people up

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Forming communities actually put in financial investments

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resource investment and everything

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Everything did not work out trust broken financially broken, you know, betray everything

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So I can I can say now six years later. I'm gonna take a step back because I've done the work

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I have been doing the work non-stop

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But taking the step back is just a tactic

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you know

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Rather than now going full speed smacking myself into wars and running myself into sword trees and you know like

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Running into burning fires and

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now

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my

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Philosophy is this

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Anyone that comes before me that wants to hear the truth

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I will have a place and I will speak the truth. I will direct you to the truth. That's where my website comes in

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If you don't want to know I just want to talk about it

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And I'll just watch you die

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Very simple people coming out with blood clots

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They'll come coming out with stage four cancer still coming out with all these fucking so-called long cold vid

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Whatever they're still talking about this shit all over you want to listen listen. Don't listen. I'll watch you die easy

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Let's go on my own way, you know, and then if I do return to your grave mound

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I was I would pay my respects

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And I will honor your life

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By remembering the others that I can help

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This is I guess the Wuxia spirit if you know what Wuxia means there

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you know

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Check it out wuxia two words w u wu means Marshall

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sia

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That's Mandarin Z an X. I a sia

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You know that means

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vigilante the Marshall vigilante is a whole genre in Chinese fiction

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wuxia, you know

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The vagabond Marshall vigilante

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Mm-hmm